The truth is, it's been months since I allowed myself a day to blow everything off and go be with the ocean. 
.
With shifts & eye-opening realizations I've been deep in the realms of 'figure out' and 'healing'.
.
And as those of us who help others tend to do, I truthfully became obsessed with the cycle of purify- release-heal- call in-let go....
.
We all do it- especially when our job involves helping others do the same. But then sometimes we need to just drop it already and go RELAX for a day.
.
After a strange morning of beyond weird dreams & delays led me late to my barn to find out there had been a fire across the street minutes before, God certainly got my attention. Turns out my horse was a rockstar and totally handled it with grace for the rider who was on him.
.
But arriving there and joking he's now 'Fireproof' jolted me out of the cycle that's consumed me {like a fire} all year.
.
So here I landed after. I turned off the phone & tossed all of that excess fire to the ocean, feeling the end of a stage of embodiment arrive. Then promptly fell asleep for 2 hours with my toes in the sand.
.
When I woke up- I 'magically' knew what's been off, what my next level of mastery is in my service- and had my marching orders of what's felt so elusive for months. Like whole plans & structures laid out in my brain as if they'd been there all along.
.
Which of course they were- because nothing on the surface has to change. But what's beneath is utterly transformed. I just had to get out of my own way.
.
Sometimes we need the fire to get things moving.
.
Sometimes we need the earth to ground our very souls. 
.
Sometimes we need the air to take big breaths & exhale.
.
And sometimes we need the mama ocean to wipe the slate clean.
.
Today I received all four.
.
Now I get to enjoy some ice cream with salt & sand all over my skin and remember- once again- that the answers are always inside us. And magical helpers are always available when we are willing to let them in 🌊